freaking

2009-06-16T03:54:00.000-07:00

PRONOUNCING THIS BLOG TO BE.....
DEAD.

welcome to the funeral preparation of legallyfatal.blogspot.com
in case you havent noticed, my blog is dead.
in th midst of planning my funeral and all,
would you be kind enuf t witness th sad going of th deceased.
may we look forward t a new life.

MAY WE BOW OUR HEADS IN RECOGNITION OF THIS SAD GOING
AND THANK GOD IT WAS NOT WORSE.

THE DECEASED MAY NOW REST IN PEACE.

extra information: this blog died on th 1st of may, 2009
unfortunately due t lack of nutrients and vitamins
died a tragic death.

due t some unforeseen situations, th preparations of th funeral was delayed.
pls look happy at this point.
before the main funeral begins.

2009-04-27T01:59:00.000-07:00

27th April,09
Recapping on yesterday.
woke up at 7.01. quite tired, thn washed up and prepared to go out.
met cheryl and jie qi at smb platform thn waited for th rest t come.
trained t harbourfront thn took express train go there.
when reached thr was alr like so damn hot. wa lao, thn somemore no court.
waited a while, tn played a while. finally got court thn went t play.
run thr thn th sand was like so damn fucking hot!!! burned my feet sia. ennd up play a little while
thn go play water. jie qi, cammie, chuan and cheryl go sun tan. sun tan halfway got one banglah
keep looking at thm. eeyer, so er xin.
after a while went t shower, thn leg was very pain cos of th sand.
.. blahblahblah,
went back t harbourfront eat, walk here walk there. chuan was like so th red! lol!
like cherry liddat. haha, thn they all got tan a bit, ym face damn red. went canndy empire for a while,
thn trained home.
mom at home thn tell me go put the aloe vera gel thn wont pain.
aiyah, i forget put neck, thn tis morning wake up got sun burn,
xia suay, tday hanndfone go holiday. dun noe when will get back.
went rac home after tht.
sian larh, tday.

no, i dun hate you anymore.

2009-04-04T07:59:00.000-07:00

4th april, 09,
woke up this morning, feeling tired. tday got training as usual, very tiring.
okae, so going t recap on this week's event. not sure of th date though.

APRIL FOOLS' DAY!!!
recently, our class got chicken pox outbreak. lol, so bored, thn arh ma also nvr come.
miss jihan nvr come thn quite happy cos got 3 free period can slack!!^^
nth much, thn discussed bout class tee, tricked miss tan say wat nvr bring math
textbook. actually, thrs really nothing much t post on.

forget bout recap, dun really feel like posting.
ytd got caught because of socks, thn xia suay mr raj take over.
thn end up we all hav to get this monitor thingy.
lol. went t see mr gamini thn he said no nid go suspend!! yay!
went t see netball match, waa so exciting!
lol thn went t sp buy bubbletea thn bused hme..
i live by such a boring life......

this is meant for you, if you ever read it, good for you.
you noe who you are, you noe what you cant have anymore.
you should be able t tell by now how unimportant you are in our lifes.
you are not some big shot which we must give in t you.dont act all dua pai
like we must give in t you like tht. it so happens tht thrs one thing you dun seem t noe,
being wat you are not is onli something a freak will do.
dun pretend, why are so afraid tht ppl will see you as weak?
accept th fact and get on with your life.
dun act like youre someone i must give a damn t.
GET THIS IN YOUR HEAD, STOP acting as if you are an AHlIAN.
okae, if after all this you still dun understand, i shall tell you in plain english:
FUCK YOUR DAMN ASS OFF .

2009-03-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

QUIZ Time!!!!
lol rachel ask me do one. so here it is!

1. Besides your lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
- Cheek maybe?

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- harh tday got training arh?...

3. Who was th last person you took photo with?
-rachel? must be...

4. Would you consider yourself t be spoiled?
- very!!

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- see first bah... pain anot?

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- yes!

7. Do u want someone dead?
- no have.

8. What does ur last text message says?
- you can call my handphone? i tink so bah...

9. What are you thinking right now ?
- i very hungry!!!!!!!

10. Do you wish someone is beside you now?
- Not really.

11.What is th time you go to bed last night?
- 01 34!

Where do you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- err......

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- yup!

14. Who was th last person who text you?
- Qiaoying.

15. 10 ppl tagged to do this quiz.

1.Natellie
2. Rachel.
3. Kenbe.
4. Qiaoying.
5. Cheryl
6. Joel
7. Elizabeth.
8. Jarrel
9. Dannie
10. Amanda

16. Who is 2 having a relationship with? (Rachel)
- dunnoe..
17. Is 3 a male or a female? (Kenbe)
- Female.

18. If 7&10 gets tgt,would it be a good thing? (Elizabeth&Amanda)
- Bu Ken Neng. thy dun noe each other.

19. What is 1 studying? (Natellie)
- Wat a student should be studying.

20. When was th last time you chat with them? (All)
- dun noe leh

21. Is 4 single? (Qiaoying)
- Should Be?

22. Say something abt No2. (Rachel)
- Greatest MILKSHAKE!!!

23. What do you think abt 3&6 being tgt? (Kenbe&Joel)
- thy dun noe each other.

24 . Describe 9. (Dannie)
- Cute, funny, great friend!

25. What will you do if 6&7 fight? (Joel&Elizabeth)
- unlikely. have they even seen each other?

26. Do you like 8? (Jarrel)
- yup! he rawks!

finally do finish th quiz!
still got lttle energy t post.^^

28 march, 09
tday got training...
woke up, thn meet milkshake and lolli at 7-eleven.
whn thr, saw cammie, kenbe and cheryl.
lol thn saw violent dear.
blah blah blah......milkshake and lolli come....
thn whn training.
training okae larh, nt very tough. but thn tday during pt got breathing problems.
dunnoe what happened, usually won't liddat one leh.
nvrm. dun care. after training when t mac wit lolli, junior and milkshake.
junior become mii mei leh thn she very cute, quite like her.
thn at bubbletea thr saw violent dear again. whn t bus stop wait for bus
wit lolli, lol both our bus come at the same time.
thn bused back home...
home de qi fen so damn different lol.
kor close door, dad close door, thn onli i open door.
in th end i also close door lorh....
so cold sia, but nvrm. i will survive tis de.

i am not going t bother myself with you anymore.
i am not going to waste my time.
so forget about me getting angry cos of you.
i not so free t entertain you lorh.

2009-03-27T05:23:00.000-07:00

Quiz Time!!!
Milkshake ask mi do tis quiz,
so here goes:

Write th names of 21 friends you can think of th top of your head, and then answer th questions. After doing this, tag your 21 friends t do th same .

1. Yun Min
2. Lenice.
3. Khodi.
4. Weiting.
5. Xiang bei.
6. Elizabeth.
7. Rachel.
8. Chuan I
9. Qiao Ying.
10. Jarrel.
11. Maisy.
12.Jessica.
13. Charmaine.
14. Xue li.
15. Johnson.
16. Rena.
17. Eunice.
18. Qian hui.
19. Nathallie.
20. Shawn.
21. Cammie.

How did you meet 7? (Rachel.)
- Schl.

What would you do if you and 15 had never met? (Johnson.)
- Nothing...

o.oWhat would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (Yun Min & Shawn.)
- Nothing? cos.....

Have you ever seen 17 cry? (Eunice.)
- yeah..

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Weiting & Rena.)
- Confirm no!Lol

Do you think 11 is attractive? (Maisy.)
- yup!^^

What's 2's favourite colour? (Lenice.)
- Erm.....

When was th last time you talked t 9? (Qiao ying.)
- yesterday nite.

What language does 8 speak? (Chuan I.)
- chinese, english. duh..

Who is 13 going out with? (Charmaine.)
- not sure.

What grade is 16 in? (Rena.)
- Sec2, should be Grade 8 rite?

Would you ever date 17? (Eunice.)
- nvr.

Where does 18 live? (Qian hui.)
- just above my house..

What is th best thing about 4? (weiting.)
- she makes a great friend!

What would you like t tell 10 right now? (Jarrel.)
-secret..^^

What is th best thing about 20? (Cammie.)
- Chio bu!

Have you ever kissed 2? (Lenice.)
-no way.

What's th best memory you have of 5? (Xiang Bei.)
- My primary 5 yrs!!!

When's th next time you're going t see 4? (weiting.)
- not sure...

How is 7 different from 6? (Rachel& Elizabeth.)
-Rachel horrrny sia....

Is 2 pretty? (lenice.)
- you can say tht...

What was your first impression of 15? (Johnson.)
- not so sure...

How did you meet 3? (Khodi.)
- erm, in class?

Is 15 your best friends? (Johnson.)
- you can say tht..

Do you hate 12? (Jessica.)
- Obviously NO! she rawks man!!

Have you seen 18 in th last month? (Qian hui.)
- Should have bah

When was th last time you saw 16? (Rena.)
- Like last yr?

Have you been t 5's house? (Xiang Bei.)
- no..

When's th next time you'll see 10? (Jarrel.)
-Not tht sure...

Are you close t 11? (Maisy.)
- Maybe?

Have you been t movies with 4? ( Weiting.)
- Nopes.

Have you gotten into trouble with 8? (Chuan i.)
- Should i be?

Would you give 19 a hug? (Natallie.)
- Nopes.

When have you lied t 3? (Khodi.)
- when i was primary five. so sorry!!!

Is 11 good at socialising? (Maisy.)
- i Suppose so.

Do you know a secret about 8? (Chuan i.)
- i dun think so....

Describe th relationship between 12 & 18. (Jessica & Qian Hui.)
- They dun noe each other...

What's th best thing about your friendship with 9? (Qiao Ying.)
-Not tht sure?

What's th worst thing about 6? (Elizabeth.)
- Nothing. she's a great friend!

Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Jessica.)
- Nope.

How long have you know 2? (Lenice.)
- since last yr?

DDoes 11 have a bf/gf? (Maisy.)
- I not sure.

Have you ever wanted t punch 1 in th face? (Yun Min.)
- Nope.

Has 21 met your mother? (Cammie)
- nvr..

How did you meet 11? (Maisy.)
- in school.

Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (Khodi.)
- harh got arh??:(

Do you live close t 7 ? (Rachel.)
- Nope.

What is 8's favourite food? (Chuan I.)
- Not sure.

What kind of car does 1 have? (Yun Min.)
- Not Sure.

Have you travelled anywhere with 9? (Qiao Ying.)
- As in?

If you gave 14 $100 , what will they spend it on? (Xue Li.)
- A lot of things?

hahas:) finally finish th quiz... so tired.

2009-03-24T06:02:00.000-07:00

24 march, 09
haiss not going t elaborate too much bout tday.
woke up at 5.56 thn cos very tired thn went bac t sleep.
woke up again at 7.05 thn realised late alr thn went back t sleep.
reawoke again at 7.14.( i keep waking sleeping waking sleeping sia.)
so boring sia, thn when t sch.
reached at around 8.05, watse my money sia i took cab.
lucky mr gamini nvr ask mi do detention. went bac t class.
ms jihan and mrs ng both nvr come class tday thn was like slacking th whole day lol.
after school went t training, tday train not say very tough.
poor arhma and kenbe got colour on their shirt thn nid go wash.
i feel so bored sia at thr cos we keep nvr play match but nvm.
not realli loking foward t tmr sia...

fucker sia. damn bitch. dun act all haolian.
you deserved it. you should have seen it coming, shouldn't you?
but thn again, i dun think you noe anything. too bad.

2009-03-21T06:27:00.000-07:00

21th march, 09
tday had training, met arh ma at her house(fbt delivery) thn bused t sp. met violent dear,
cheryl, cammie and kenbe thr thn walk tgt t sch. wlao, training like wth so tough sia!
okae larh, not say very tough, but i ended up wit cuts on mi hands cos of pt.
yes tiring, and obviously i actually didn wan go cos of some reason.
ended up going. surprisingly tday no one give any attitude.
for pt we had t do tis swimming thingy(i think?) on the ground.
very xing ku leh, but kind of fun. thn got training...
after training went home get clothes wait for uncle come fetch me.
found out tht thrs tis round metal thingy stuck in my hand
took it out after a long time, damn, my finger hurt like hell sia.
went t uncle house celebrate b'dae.
thn sit here talk about stuff. lol, nth much.

2009-03-17T04:00:00.000-07:00

17th march, 09
so long nvr post. recaping last weeks event.
11th march, 09
sembawang secondary locks their students in school.
they sux sia.
tht day got house meeting thn they lock th entire school in.
alot of ppl run cos dun wan attend. i ended up attending it...
hais, go dere nth do lorh. sit dere hear thm talk cock.
boring sia.
tis week event: went escape with c'girls '08.
15th march, 09
went t escape with arhma, lolli, violent dear, cammie and cheryl.
meet wit arhma at bus stop( crap i was late)
thn walk t cwp. saw cammie and cheryl thn train tgt t yishun wait for lolli and violent dear.
reached escape at about 2 plus.
queue for th ticket thn nid pay adult, waste money sia, thn when reach our turn thn start t rain.
timing so not rite lorh. while waiting was trying t figure out how t get children price thn saw
squid, choco and chocolate chip. lol they earli reach thr.
sat around waiting for th rain t stop thn do tht pray thingy,
(clap clap hand three times, bent head and pray for the rain to stop.)
finalli th rain stop thn went in. went t play wet and wild but thn rain again so sit there wait.
after a while rain stop thn got t play.(yay, finalli.)
thn play alot rides thn went home around 8 plus. okae larh not realli watse lorh,
thn nxt day phoned milkshake.
16th march, 09
nth much to say lrh tday rather boring.
nvr went training. hais, thursday nid go alr cos skill lan like dunnoe wat.
not going to say any more . stopping here.

you noe everyones not entertaining your attitude anymore,
so why bother acting like we have to give a damn to you?

2009-03-05T20:45:00.000-08:00

last post was so long ago....
okae, back to posting.
urh, junior finally got to train with us.
waaa, considered alot cos got 17 ppl.
rather boring leh, cos onli do pt with thm, throw ball, play little while thn no more.
so sian lorh, but when got junior thn our pt more relaxed a bit.

06,march 09.
today no nid go school cos is e-learning day thn dun nid so earli wake up.
tis morning go in asknlearn thn do th question cannot submit.
so sian thn at first tot com got prob but thn
alot of ppl also cannot submit theirs also. thn end up not doing lerh.
lolli got achievement day thn nid become student audience.
so suay.. heng i in e3 th dun nid get forced to go tht stupid thing.
violent dear and cheryl also nid go, haiis, i pity thm.
th school so budget lorh, cannot find audience thn nid ask student become.

tis is such a boring day.
milkshake going malaysia soon thn wont be seeing her for th next week. sad larh.
vanilla change gan name again.
now change to arhma cos of her remark two days ago.

vanilla: teens nowaday arh.
me: wa you not teenager arh?
vanilla :no
me: you senior citizen isit?
....
me: change gan name bah. you become my arhma.

thn end up i become ah gong, she arh ma.^^
finally got khodi no.
i miss you sia.

im not gonna entertain your freaking attitude.

2009-02-10T06:07:00.000-08:00

10, feb
just came back to earth.
so far hav not been updating mi blog for th past few weeks.
okaess....erm....sia larh!! nothing t say sia!
so hoping t get out of mai tings th habit. haiss, wat t do? addicted liaos leh...
walao, tmr dunn wann go school larh!!!
watse time thr, hear teacher say tis say tht.
dun give a damn.

going on t tday. blahblahblah, nth much very sian as usual.
got training, vanilla,milkshake and blueberry not going.
persuaded by violent dear to go,( now i really regret it sia!!)
so boring, training, sian got pt thn keep missing th ball.
not a very happy day lurh.

looking foward t sentosa trip, if chuan they all still going.
will try updatess de..

waa!!! i wan see junior! so far i tink i am the onli one haven see thm yet.
so boriiiin....

waiting for th world to crash down on mie, so not happy sia...

2009-01-13T17:48:00.000-08:00

11 jan,
yay!! finally got mii hanfone lerh.
tday mi and vanilla went t taka. vanilla pei mi go taka buy fone thn go find mi ma.
trained t taka thn waited for ma at thr but thn instead only go buy sim card. lols.
thn go toilet and went come out onli realized tht vanilla de fone lost diao thn we had t go counter
ask got see anot th fone. haiis they ask us wait for thier fone call but thn they nvr call.
tis yr got alot of yuan w/ toilet cos everything bad happened also got t do w/ toilet.
tis yr sucks!
14 jan,
still waiting for mr loke de verdict. scarely suspended thn tis friday de
competition dunnid go lerh. mr loke ask us t write a letter to him say wat if
we regret or nort or wat we will do.
abit regret larh but thn wats done is done lerh.
we also cannot go back in time. just hav t face it.

dun expect t much from me.

2009-01-07T02:23:00.000-08:00

7 jan,
fourth day of school. so long no post alr.tday xia suay, nvr go dnt class kenna caught by mr gwee.
walao, thn wan recommend us out of competition.
so sian lorhs.mr gwee shout at us during recess thn cos very loud every one turn t see.
thn alot of ppl noe. haiis.now dunnoe tmr training still nid go anot, thn must face him.
after training lolli, vanilla, blueberry and i went t sp t eat. thn went t
buy vanilla bdae present. thn i lost mi wallet very marfan.
blueberry went home thn lter thn me and vanilla, lolli go home.
took th long distance bus cos very sian thn nid emo.
end up sleeping on th bus cos too tired.
went home.

th biggest regression,
one year's dream all shattered and crushed. it will nvr come again.

2008-12-04T05:17:00.000-08:00

4th dec,
first day of volleyball camp. considered quite sian dde lorh.
tday morning wakesup thn reach sch 7.05 am.
ate breakfast thn went t explore room.
went for training thn went down t do filming.
thn ate lunch at 12.00 p.m.
thn rest in classroom from12 t 2 pm.
(i slept.) thn went for training again. (training ended around 5 plus ?)
ate dinner thn took a rest in classroom.
thn continued training from 7 t 8pm.
after tht went t com lab t see our film. (lol i look so damn stupid)
thn bathed ate supper. lights out at 11.30pm.
5th dec,
woke up at around 6.37am. very sleepy.
dressed thn ate breakfast. walao, so damn disguisting lorh. ytd leftover's.
ate a few scoops thn threw away liao.
thn went for training from 8 t 12pm.
sian, th same as ytd. thn ate lunch again, blahblahblah...
waa, every 4 t 6 hr feed us food thn we bloated. lols.
blahblah continued w/ training thn go perpare barbeque.
very hot and th charcoal very irritating.
haiss...ate a little bit thn rush off t bath.
in th toilet vanilla saw 3 cockroach run by thn open door saw one more in front.
tis sch damn budget lorh.
play awile in room thn coach come in scold us. xia suay.
6th dec,
last day of camp.
woke up at about 6.40 plus am.very sleepy.
went t canteen

2008-11-29T23:50:00.000-08:00

back t posting.
nth much tday, stay at home, use com.
volleyball camp coming soon.(dreads it abit.)
still feeling very bored at home yet dont wish t go out. i very lazy one.
sian sia, actually planned on going t www, thn ma, dun let mi go.
haiis... not doing anything at all about my messy room, thn always kenna scolding.
tis morning wake up first ting ma do is quarrel w/ mi.
i told her ezlink card lost again thn her head shot t th ceiling thn ceiling broke.
upstairs ppl saw her head lols just kidding not true at all but she was really angry.
went church thn began cursing tht stupid pastor talktalk alot.
haiis. sit thr for at least an hour half thn leg stiff.
when stand up th bone crack. pure torture.
go out thr hearing a problem also.
nth really.

2008-11-24T01:36:00.000-08:00

nov 20.
last match,(against Hong Kah primary) we lost,but nvm.
after tht went t escape w/ vanilla, lolli, qiao ying and kenbe. blueberry supposed t go but thn hav t
home. left us. at pasir ris saw sim ming, joon ming and ruiyang. (all go escape.)
played alot, all very high. thn went t haunted house.
quite scared at first, go in scary. vanilla slipper halfway drop. hahas lol.
thn go play pirate ship thn lolli dizzy come down tht time she vomit. whoah.
went home at 8pm, th time escape closes.
bused back t cwp w/ qiaoying, lolli and vanilla. thn mi and vanilla went t cwp t pierce.
she actually, i follo. thn shop shop awhile.
by th time reach home already 10 plus liao.

nov 22.
milkshake came back from taiwan. thn we all go training.
she come back thn all of us very high. lols.
nth much tho, thn after training went t cwp t eat.
blueberry want pierce so i follo her go the blues thr. sun bian pierce. thn ma call.
went t interchange thr wait thn went home.
tired...

2008-11-05T04:39:00.000-08:00

5th nov,
very long time nvr post lerh.
lets talk about ytd. ytd training time keep changing thn i also sian.
woke up at about 6.30 thn meet yun min at bus stop.
went t balestier for training thr very boring thn after tht go watch senior play match.
still very boring larh dey.hais, not much ting do anyway.
trained back t woodlands thn bused back home.
so boring. reach home bathe thn watch tv until 3pm in th morning before sleep.

tis morning woke up at 1.47pm.
nth much t do so as usual go back sleep.
sleep until 2.30 thn wake up watch tv. eat lunch, watch tv, eat dinner, play com, watch tv.
so borrrrrriiing sia...
oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY t my dearest squid!
dont noe when your birthday, i tink should be somewhere around november bah.
hahas..i want allowance increase leh..
misses khodi cos so long no see her lerh,(sniff).
looking forward t a brighter day in life. every day so boriiing......

2008-10-22T00:48:00.000-07:00

20 oct,
tday me and sotong(or squid) went t amkhubcos i wan remake ezlink card.
trained thr thn walk here walk there. ate at mac thn went t bus interchange. thn i rmb tht
mi foto still at home so thn i went t mrt station wan go home.
mummy call mi ask mi go retake thn i say waste money thn she say nvr mind so in th end still go take
thn waste my poor money. now my wallet onli got flys. mi dun wan take w/ side part thn i go put straight cut
thn look very weird but thn i still take. wait for foto thn go walk walk around.
amk hub tht day very quiet sia. okae liao thn go make thn see same auntie thr but thn different counter.
poor mi still owe mummy $20 hais th nxt 4 weeks money going holiday t my ma pocket liao.
hais. not worth it th money still wan go holiday nvr tink. i will miss them... lol

22 oct,
tday got th semb tingy dunnoe wat larh dun care too.
okae larh not say very boring but still tahan bu liao cos very lei.
thn also got ppl fight thn later dunnoe wat happen.
nth much tday.
ytd got training but alot ppl nvr go cos got counsellor meeting or smthing .
we go thn kenna scolding cos of our grooming nvr meet th sch standard.
wah, mr gwee very scary sia he shout so loud alot ppl jump. lol. thn go back th room help miss loh(i donnoe how spell) thn qiao ying elmo thr.. lol after training bused back home thn take long distance bus t interchange
me and vanilla talk alot thn walk back home together still talking. pei her guo th bridge thn i walk home.

2008-10-16T08:52:00.000-07:00

always kpkb de ppl, kannina larh you tink you very duapai meh?
stop dreaming larh.ppl like you can nvr fit in t social life.
ownself sot thn hum dun dare chen ren. go mental hospital can liao lorh.
thn go waste time say wat ownself very "high class" like tht,
mei you zi zun xin. guai lan larh you.
so wat? do i look like i give a damn? not your buisness rite?
you in no position t comment on my blog. you tink wat, you very clever meh.
you insult ppl thn dun dare say properly. say wat ppl write blog is stupid.
you also insult so many ppl, scarely you tio them taiji.
ni guan wo write wat. this is my blog. you dun like it not my prob.
like i care you very duapai meh? you just cant accept yourself.
you just cant accept th fact tht you are rejected in society.
bhb larh you.
kannina. talk talk talk, mouth so big. cant keeep shut.
you no lj larh, must me. you everything also dun hav.
tink wat, you noe everything meh?
grades also i get better thn you. fuck you idiotic ass off larh.
you stop daydreaming larh. noone want fuck you.
make ppl pek cek, you also dun noe wat pec cek ish.
you stupid or wat?
pretend larh. ppl will look down on you. everything also must reply.
sot tio. like any one got say you reply like tht.
dun kpkb xpxb larh you marhdefucker.***** larh you stupid bastard.

2008-10-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

these few days i've been really upset and fustrated.
i noe you hav been very stressed out, but did you even think about me?
do you noe how i feel?
do you even understand me?
it seems as if we are drifting way apart, like we aren't even close.
sometimes i wonder if we were ever close at all.
i'm really tired of th way im livin, like noones ever give a damn t what ever happens t me.
you wan a change, i can understand.
i guess tis is wats going t happen t our frenship, fallen apart.
you just seems t be living your own life w/out me.
i guess you just donnoe me well enuf.
we are totally different. we just seem t disagree w/ everyting we hav been toking about.
if you wan fang me diao as gan, thn go ahead cos i really cant take anymor of tis.
i guess thts the way it should be.

even tho tis didnt turned out as i expected,i tink thts th way life is.
we hav t accept our fate. maybe we were once close. but thts all in th past. things change w/ time.
i guess you noe wat i mean.

so do untreasured frenship.

2008-10-10T17:50:00.000-07:00

tdy vanilla, lolli and mi went t wild wild wet. lolli and mi meet thn we wait for
vanilla. lolli call mi morning i still sleeping. lols
vanilla also sleeping. they came mi house thn we bused t tampines.
train t pasir ris thn walk all th way.eat lunch thn wait for it t open.
locker there stuck thn waste our money.
play until halfway thn vanilla almost drown cause ppl block her thn she no
space t breath. after tht we tired thn go bathe.
lolli and vanilla dumb dumb go children there thn vanilla come back go normal de.
lolli still in children thr thninside head keep bumpimg until shower.
after tht eat dinner, trained and busedback t causeway.
reach home by 8.30 thn go uncle house stay for 3days.

i nvr meant for it t turn tis way...

2008-10-08T00:23:00.000-07:00

i'm really sorry for pretending or bluffing you.
i never meant for it to happen and i swear it just wasn't meant t be like tis.
i'm sorry if i betrayed your trust and i really regretted it very much.
i nvr thought tht you would see it and its okay for you t blame me for tis.
i nvr wanted t hurt you or trat our frenship as something else.
nth can describe my feeling now and you just seemed so cold t me
because of it. tis was nvr my intention, t bluff or cheat you.
i just didn feel like it tht day and because of it i had almost broken our frenship.
sorry for wat i have done. i really regretted doing it.
i dun wan t lose a gan like you. although i say it, i didnt really mean it.
it was just out of spite, its not wat i intented it t be.
i promise nth like tis will ever happen and no matter wat
i want our frenship t last.
i hope you understand me and even though it not th same as before,
i still hope that you would treat me like before.
i'm really sry.

2008-09-19T03:13:00.000-07:00

ytd squid and me went t strawberry house.
say going there do hw but tht is just an excuse.
actually go there slack. sit at stairs there talk talk for a while then see stairs nice nice
so go take photo.
then in the end take a lot. me go walk inside pool thn shorts all wet liao.
strawberry de sis hen irritating.
keep on disturb us. bused back home w squid later at 7pm.
today start EOY el paper. walao, so siann must sit there do tht piece of stupid paper.
writing halfway got stomach ache thn sian diao.
found out who is wx. lol, squid say he hen suai thn i see he onli soso lor.
haha squid yao bian hongster ler. now got 3 ppl at once.
after sch go canteen buy thing eat then hen suay bei mr raj zua fringe and socks.
walao he damn rude sia but nbm i dun wan talk about tht.
in th end squid must go dun noe wat counsellor thingy so me and strawberry bused home.
on bus saw jing hui, talk talk for a while then go home alone...
squid ytd took th solo foto hen cute!! hahas.